If I should die, think only this of the "real" me:

When I realize my foot step on the earth
I back to the real world
I always live in fantasy
To make it reality, myself full with mystery
Sensitive, lonely, happy go lucky
Don’t you judge me from what you see
I am not like anyone of you think of
Shy, smiley- face, smooth
Sometime someone ask me to stop talking
Be descent and soft.
Dislike to scold, to mad of anyone
I will suffer inside if I hurt others
i seek for apologize if i ever do that
I am not pretending or acting
I have a multiple characters
But keep in ur mind, I am not hypocrite!
If I love someone
I love with all of my heart, too loyal
thanks to all my loves
If I regard anyone as my friends
I bear in mind to treat them as best as I can,
thanks for being my friends
If you touch my heart, if you betray me
I will cry all the day and night
In the toilet and in front of mirror
I love my mom, she is a good listener to me
I still remember she take care of me
While I’m having a critical fewer
She did not sleep for the whole night
Promise me you will live in happily!
I love my dad, he understand me so much
Even he mad with me, he advices me with politeness
promise me you will be strong forever!
I love babies, cats and flowers
Please stay away from my corpse-cockroaches!